I received a
phone call from President Erickson just about 30 minutes ago and he said that
the decision has been made for me to come home and recover there and then if the
decision is right for me to head back out to somewhere that is closer to home.
He doesn't know exactly when I will be coming home but he said that it could be
within the next couple of days or early next week. I am sure that he will email,
in a couple of hours when you are all up and stuff, or maybe even call, and let
you know what is happening and when. Mom will you open the package and let Kara
wear one of the Chetangas to the airport. I want whoever wants to be there, and
who you feel is right, to be there when I come in, if the time is right
for them. Also will you bring my orange coat to the airport, it is November
in Idaho and I am used to aroung 85`-90` and I can guarantee that the weather is
not like that in Idaho. :) :) I think I will leave some of my stuff here if
that is okay? Let Sister Reynolds know what you would like me to bring home or I
just come with what I feel I need. There are so many people here that can and
will use my skirts so I figured I will bring a couple of them home and let
others use the rest. They are all still in pretty good shape and some people
here don't really matter what they look like. Sister September, my companion
right now, needs some rain sandals so if it is alright I will just leave them
here. Some of the missionaries that are serving here come from the poorest of
circumstances so this is the least I can do. Plus the members here have given so
much that if I can just leave a little that is what I will do. I know that I
have left them more spiritually strong then when I met them but they have also
given us so much. I will bring home all my garments, and things like that but
most of my skirts are too big so I will just bring home the ones that I can wear
still and the ones that I will need.
I definitely felt the strength that came from fasting with everyone. I knew by eleven o'clock that morning (Wed) that I needed to go home and that Jesus Christ would make it all worth it and Heavenly Father is aware of me, my mission is complete, and that Heavenly Father also has everything under control. I felt the Spirit SOOOOOO strong that I could not question the answer that I received. We were teaching an investigator when the answer came and he told me after I shared that that he liked it when I talked that way. We then went on to explain that those were the feelings that Heavenly Father brings to us through the Spirit. I even had tears in my eyes when I was telling him and I think he had a few tears himself.
I definitely felt the strength that came from fasting with everyone. I knew by eleven o'clock that morning (Wed) that I needed to go home and that Jesus Christ would make it all worth it and Heavenly Father is aware of me, my mission is complete, and that Heavenly Father also has everything under control. I felt the Spirit SOOOOOO strong that I could not question the answer that I received. We were teaching an investigator when the answer came and he told me after I shared that that he liked it when I talked that way. We then went on to explain that those were the feelings that Heavenly Father brings to us through the Spirit. I even had tears in my eyes when I was telling him and I think he had a few tears himself.
Since Wednesday I
have felt at peace about what Heavenly Father was telling me and that everything
would be okay. No matter where I was. Thursday afternoon Sister September got
sick so we ended up going to Elder and Sister Reynold's home and while she slept
I had a great conversation with them. It is so nice to have them here and I will
definitely miss them. Friday morning I got up and started to get ready and was
studying my scriptures when all of my strength just left my body and Sister
September was still pretty weak from the day before so we ended up staying in on
Friday. Saturday was a good day, we didn't have very many lessons but that is
okay because I don't need a lot to make it a successful day. Sunday I ended up
leading the music in Sacrament Meeting, so glad that I have that talent and had
the opportunity over and over again to practice it. I was also flipping through
my scriptures and I came across these verses, 2 Corinthians 4:8-18 especially
verses 8,9,17,18. Then after church we went to Sister Kandioni's and had lunch
with them and then sang some hymns and just talked. It was definitely a great
Sunday afternoon. After that we ended up at the Nandolo's, which is always fun.
Yesterday the boys were super sick so we just kind of hung out and talked to
Brother Nandolo. This morning we were caught in a rainstorm and I wasn't going
to take out my umbrella but I finally ended up taking it out more to keep my bag
dry then myself dry. Didn't really do either but it was the thought that
counted. :) I got pretty wet but after about an hour the rain let up and now it
is sun shining. Crazy Malawi weather, then again it just reminds me of the
weather at home. :) Again I will need my coat and maybe my boots, :) :)
definitely my coat or a hoodie!
Not sure what
else to say!!
Love you all and
I will be seeing you soon. Just so you all know I feel at peace about all of
this.
Sister Kelsey Webster
Sister Kelsey Webster